Many paintings are stacked and behind other paintings or in corners or underneath tables or in windows or under carpets and clothes and brushes, and the sketch books, thousands upon thousands of drawings and sketches that I will wish to show because I want to be able to reveal the truth of a life and of lives around us, of literature and faces and places and gospel traces of mystery and chance, of love and romance, of beauty and the "busy hour" and fallen cell phones and flicking cigarettes and lovers on a bench in sniffing and stroking each other's hair.